~ xuexue ~

Sunday, October 24, 2004

LiFe iS a qUestiOn..

Sometimes life is always such a routine..
you do almost everything the same everyday..
how can an ordinary girl like me,

make life more fulfiling??

Early in the morning.. on my way back home..

a very nice weather.. just alittle chill..
travelling.. seeing out to the sky.. so foggy..
so hazy.. life is also like this.. at times,
things are so clear.. while at times, things are
so unsure.. how can i grab a sense of security..
to live my life on??

Family, friends, love.. they kept me going on..
am i living out for them? or am i living for myself?

Family is so important.. they represent the only

support i can rely on anytime..
Friends.. they come and go.. not everyone can meet

those they can stay together forever.. now, to me,
they are just like strangers whom you hang around
with when boredom attacks you.. true friendship or
betrayal.. you never know which you will end up in..

Love.. the most unpredictable thing in the world..
can i even find my soulmate? or should i just play
around juzt like everyone else is doing?
is there really true love?

does all these really matters? should i just drop all
my precaution that i had for this world? and live it
out to the fullest? there is always a new beginning
when a new day arrives.. who will come to me?
who will turn away?

the sky is raining.. so does my heart..

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Thursday, October 21, 2004

KTV~

wahahaha.. yesterdae met sharon le..
my good buddy, like sister..
long time never see her le.. but very
happy.. she's still the same.. at
least she's happier.. ^-^

we met for KTV.. haha.. @ KBOX
cineleisure.. only the 2 of us..
it was such a nice experience singing
wif her.. so funny oso..

she sang not bad.. but always make
me laugh by either eating up some
words or by adding some.. den
she can't catch up wif the song..
hee hee.. so cute~ =P

we sang from 7 to 11pm.. wahaha..
nearly no voice le.. but still okie
lahz.. thanks to the 'pi pa gao' oh..
hee hee hee.. it was KBOX 2nd
yr anniversary or something.. i got
some free stuff.. an outdated i-magazine,
^-^" a 5566 notepad, a can of vanilla coke,
1 lollipop, and a portable fan.. wahaha..
not bad lahz.. =P

p.s. so tired manz.. guess no enough
sleep.. although i 4ever not enuff..
hee.. ^-^ buaiii~

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Monday, October 18, 2004

shOppinG again~ ^-^

whoa~ wad a tiring day today..
work is getting more n more sianz..
i'm juz a stupid checker..
getting sick of checking n checking le..
dun find myself important @ all..

low morale manz.. only monday..
hee.. watching pearl harbour..

one of my fave movie.. josh hartnett..

soooo cute.. hahahaha..

well.. had a great time shopping wif
xuehui yesterday.. we walked almost
the whole orchard in a few hours time
only.. haha.. i got myself a jacket from
mango.. a beige one..
and a new handbag from guess..
for work.. oso a beige one.. haha..

hmmm.. both cost me ard hundred bucks
le.. going broke.. but pay coming @ end
of the month le oh.. hee.. =P
den met xian for awhile.. he got some
cough syrup for me.. and i got a
shocked when i saw it..

it's "pi pa gao" and it's such a big big
bottle.. haha.. thanks xian..
appreciate it alots.. guess the flu virus
is getting real serious..
all frens do take care yah.. ^-^

haiz.. got to bear for another 4 days..
work is getting boring.. but i'll try to

make the best out of it.. someone told me
de.. hor??? =P

p.s. yawn~ super tired.. think going to
sleep early today.. hope i can rest well..

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Saturday, October 16, 2004

sO boRing~

waa... today is saturday lehz..

guess wad?? i'm @ home the whole day..
watching vcd.. tink my tv going to explode
anytime.. hee.. =P

haiz.. sianz man.. tot of going for
my badminton session today de..
but but.. no more court available.. so so

disappointed.. den decide to stay home
le.. although zihui did ask me out..
but den i super duper lazy..

hee.. was watching "the outsiders"
xuehui lend me.. not a bad show.. should
watch.. nice storyline.. as least much better
den "the snow angel".. hahaha..
dun really like the ending though..
coz the main lead die le.. no wonder
xuehui keep saying tis show is much
realistic.. haha..

hmmm.. yesterday after work, went

pacific coffee wif xuehui.. yupz..
juz the 2 of us.. wanted to juz sit @
the red big big sofa n slack..
hee.. was so funny waiting for the seats
though.. saw a funny guy who sits right in
the middle of the biggest sofa there..
and a lady who looks abit like liang jing ru..

it took quite some time to decide wad
to haf in tat cafe.. cannot blame lahz..
our 1st time there mahz.. =P den saw
a staff quite cute.. peep @ his name..
he's johan.. haha.. ok looking lahz..
den finally we decide to haf caramel dream

and cookie n cream..

actually the drinks are still okie.. prices
are considered rather steep.. size of the
drinks oso quite small.. only difference from
other cafe is that they haf their distinctive
blended coffee bahz.. juz like the cookies
and cream i had..

den hanxian came to look for us for awhile..
before he go clubbing.. his hair has grown
longer.. and he styled it.. he resembles
something.. and u know wad?? he looks like
"astro boy" hee hee.. =P

he's still the same.. and i'm glad to see him
still the way i know him.. he's oso getting
more n more good looking.. xuehui n zihui
agreed too.. =P he wanted me to join him
@ zouk de.. but i lazy n tired.. hee.. paiseh..
shall ask him next time round..

p.s. wahahahaha.. tomorrow sunday le.. haiz..
monday coming again.. =P sadded..
sometimes life is really like a routine.. getting
real low morale these days.. =|

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Sunday, October 10, 2004

sadded.. =(

haiz.. tot that i bought a new phone..
should be happy about.. but den..

haiyo.. headache ahz..

juz heard from xian xian tat he can
help me get the phone cheaper.. becoz
his fren is a samsung promoter.. so got
staff price.. haiyo.. why did i ever forgot
he got a fren who works in samsung??
i even seen that guy b4..

well.. guess i got to get my 50bucks forfeited..
haiz................. 50 dollars lehz..
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad... =|
think will get the phone from his fren..
although the prices of the phone from 2 diff
places are rather similar.. think i will forgo
the 50bucks for a 200dollars worth of phone..

blur?? well.. the place @ causeway is selling
the phone @ $637.90 for a $200 phone trade-in..
but xian xian fren can get around the same price
but no nid trade-in!!!! haiz..
think got to wait for xian xian's news on monday

night bahz.. den decide whether to go collect my
phone on tuesday.. but i already decide to forgo
the 50bucks.. but will still see how lohz..

sobz sobz..

disturb zihui abt wad to do.. den she gave me the
forgo 50bucks plan.. she say treat it as a donation
to charity.. but it's a handphone shop!!!
den i asked my mum.. and as expected..
got scolded.. my mum say i backside itchy lahz..
decide so fast lahz.. never ask properly lahz..
say money is mine.. ask me to decide myself..
say she dunno lahz.. whoa.. say i backside itchy..
but very funny~ hee.. ^-^

haiyo.. dun tell me it's a bad thingy to get that
samsung phone.. how?? how?? how??
will i regret?? will i?? will i?? haizzzz...............

p.s. hope that everything will turn out fine..
*bLucKS~*

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BIG shopping~ ^-^

wahahaha.. juz had a great time shopping
wif my mum n my sis..
hmmm.. bought quite a number of stuff &
i did spent alot on those.. hee..
but it was a real happy trip.. and i did
shop till i drop.. =P

i went causeway point.. bought a piece of

lingerie.. a pink one.. very nice.. =P
den went giordano.. my mum got a 30%
coupon but it's entitled to 1 item only..
we went looking around.. there was a promo
in the store too.. so i got a pair of "drop waist
bootcut" jeans.. dark blue wif faded parts on
the thighs.. hee.. and a pair of pink 3/4 pants..
super nice oso.. and i love it..

i oso got myself 2 tops.. a pink spag and a
white v-neck top.. and my sis got herself
4 t-shirts.. she was planning to get a demin
skirt.. saying she wana be more femine..
hmmm.. guess she still need some more
time.. Oops.. =P

den i went pass samsung store.. saw a promo
on the E800C.. and guess wad.. i bought it..
hahahaha.. i was in love wif it when i saw the
phone itself.. the screen, the camera, the colour..
the slide-up.. all so power.. so nice.. hee..
actually i was intending to wait for a nokia phone..
but saw this.. i was real reluctant to buy.. den
decided as nokia phone is always so expensive..
den wif such attractive promo.. i juz bought the
samsung phone.. ^-^ super happy..

the phone cost me $637.90.. was supposed to be

$598 but as i bought it without any contract.. there's
a 5% GST charge.. but well.. as compare to singtel
upgrade/new line $698 i still saved quite a few bucks..

hee.. not really sure whether the phone will be a
good one.. but haf to try out den.. juz pray hard that
i wun regret bahz..

hmmm.. i'm oso going to change my m1 plan..
was thinking of changing to suntalk 150.. but
when i saw singtel's i-two plus or something..
realise they are very similar..
m1 - wif 150mins outgoing.. but if used within peak
period it will be abt 75mins only.. den the call charges
are 21cents per min and 10.5cents/min for super off peak
periods..

singtel - wif 100mins outgoing.. used anytime of the day..
call charges are flat rate at 15.25cents/min..
both - wif free incoming calls, 500sms free..

i really dunno which plan to take up.. singtel or m1??
i'm currently using m1 subscriber.. haiz.. big time
headache.. ppl.. please give me some opinions..
i'll appreciate it alotz..

tomorrow going to work liaoz.. haf to strive hard
for another 5 days b4 weekends come again.. =P
anyway.. going to get my new phone tomorrow..
so excited.. hee.. well.. hope i really made a right
choice..

p.s. getting broke for the month.. may october pass
fast & i shall get my pay soon~ hee.. ^-^

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Saturday, October 09, 2004

so tired...

wow.. it's finally saturday.. one week has
juz passed again.. hmmm.. was real tired
since the outing last nite.. and my mum
say my face looked swollen.. haha.. =P

hmmm.. yesterday, it was juz a normal
working day.. haf kinda get hold of the
process of things i got to do everyday..
if i were to finish them fast, i'll be caught
nothing to do! but but but.. always when
i say got nothing to do.. things tend to
cropped up..

retention officers are getting more n more
hard to control.. din haf such problems wif
jacky, tar n group earlier.. officers are getting
more n more demanding.. din really do their
stuff properly.. giving me n xuehui alot of
headaches.. and of coz.. becoz of them..
i now haf extra checking to do..

haiz.. got to check thousands of accounts
everyday.. now is getting more.. so called
'luckily", after i checked one of the officers'
accounts, i realised one huge problem..

xuehui n i got panicked.. cleared some doubts
1st, decided to tell our boss PS..

real luckily we din get much scolding.. but
we got to act fast n clear those super duper
outdated referrals asap.. hmmm.. guess
"se bei bei" gotta get himself busy too..
hahahaha.. =P

after a day of work.. xuehui, zihui & i went
nooch to haf our dinner.. it was a long awaited
dinner for xuehui.. we haf always been planning
for the future.. wad good food to haf n good
places to go every beginning of the month..
it's to reward ourselves for the hard work for
the past month.. hee.. ^-^ oh yah.. i saw nick,
my poly yr1 classmate, doing his skateboard
thingy outside orchard mrt.. so funny.. he ran off
wif his frens.. like kids.. when the control station
staff came to close some of the doors..

den guess wad, we met up wif jieying n her fren,
vito, for clubbing.. and u know where?? it's
@ devils bar.. hahahaha.. i looked like a kid over
there.. my attire especially.. polo tee wif jeans..
and a huge sling bag.. well i haf to admit..
since the age limit for guys is 23.. majority
are uncles inside.. oh my god.. haf to be frank..
i din see any guys worth catching my eyes..
=P sorry.. i know i'm bad.. but i guess that'll
be the 1st n last time i'll be there dancing..

the songs were still acceptable.. we did haf fun
though.. why?? becoz we got ourselves "high"
1st.. if not ahz.. will be sleeping inside le..
xuehui din really like the place.. so we were like
shui bian shui bian.. till we had our free drink
and especially after christopher came.. haha..
he bought us a jar of dunno wad's it called..
and we drank like siao.. as in we were thristy..
so we had a bit more den usual..

den as the feelings flow in.. we really danced
like crazy.. hahaha.. tink xuehui was juz abit seh..
was smiling smiling n mumbling at times.. hee..
she was dancing so attentively that she knocked
down the jar of drink we had.. wahahaha..
luckily there was only ice remained..

xuehui n i stayed closed to each other.. ppl may
think we were lesbians.. haha.. we really enjoyed
ourselves.. danced real real close to each other..
to prevent one guy from talking to us oso..
that guy was real funny.. talk can "zhao sia" one..
=P anyway.. he was one of them who zihui n jieying
got to juz know in da club.. well.. my comments..
*bLuCk~* hee..

we went back around 2plus.. coz xuehui wasn't
feeling too well.. and everyone was tired too le..
christopher drove us back.. he's a nice man though..
bought us drinks n drove us home.. no complains
at all.. but come to think of it.. very paiseh lohz..
think next time really haf to buy him drinks le..
if not, he wun dare to come out wif us anymore..

well.. it was juz another experience gained..
think i still prefer phuture n china black..
dun think will b clubbing soon.. it can get real
tiring de.. hee.. but who knows lahz.. =P
guess going to stay home today.. tot can go
play badminton de.. but the last min clubbing
changes everything! haiz.. =P

p.s. i'm still coughing.. think may die of it.. =P
haha.. *crazy* super duper tired.. and i misses
him~ ^-^

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Saturday, October 02, 2004

waHaha.. i'm back.. ^-^

whoa.. i'm finally back to blog..
seems like a long time i haf update le
hor.. hee.. was rather busy for the
past weekends.. but luckily the time
i spent did paid off.. hee..

hmmm.. since i haf not update for so
long.. i should haf lotsa things to say..
but one thing.. i dunno how and where
to start.. hee.. juz bear wif it ppl.. =P

actually there's so so so many things
that happened recently.. dun really

know whether i should consider them good
or bad.. one bad bad thing that juz occured
was xuehui n zihui.. haiz.. they somehow
quarrelled.. was bickering.. den things turn
out foul.. both was pissed wif each other..
din wana tok yet.. and i was caught in
the middle..

i wan things to be resolved asap.. juz in
case that it become a "habit" not talking
to each other.. i noe they nid time to cool
off abit.. so i told both of them to juz take
the weekends to cool down n monday
i wana see things as per normal..

although i'm not involved.. i should be able

to see who's at fault.. but frankly speaking..
both are.. juz to wad extent.. hmmm..
hope both can juz be more big-hearted and
forgive & forget.. as in we are frenz for so
many years already.. character wise we know
each other inside out.. so i really hope everything
will be fine from monday onwards..

haiyo.. dunno why suddenly i'm caught wif
cough.. losing my voice anytime sia..
hee.. come to think of it.. i had been drinking
alot alot of water these days.. still can
get cough ahz.. ^-^"

oh yah.. something weird happened yesterday..
in office.. joseph, a retention officer, has been
calling rather often.. to ask me about work related
stuff.. den things get abit off.. he started asking
for my number.. den ask if i got bf, where i stay
and still asking for my number..

den another guy, his frenz, gary.. oso called..
saying almost the same thing.. repeating wad
joseph was saying.. den they started to make
fun of each other.. but it's not only my number
they were asking.. xuehui's too.. haha..
heard that gary wanted it.. =P i really din know
wad to do.. or say how to get away from it..
so i got their numbers 1st.. and left them in
office.. =P haha.. i know i'm mean but i shall
see wad i can do on monday.. hee..

p.s. if tar was still in CTB, guess such things wun
haf happened.. or maybe i should haf juz said i'm
already attached.. hmmm.. headache.. =P

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Sunday, September 05, 2004

^-^

finally seen the thingy i haf been like
waiting for.. a gift, a surprise from
a good fren of mine..

been spending a whole week to guess
wad he has planned to give to me..
it's something common in singapore
but since it's bought overseas, u
can't find in singapore lahz.. haha..

that was the 1st clue he given..
cracking my head, grow white hair
le still can't figure out wad is it..
den he gave another clue..
it comes with a birth cert.. ^-^"

to my knowledge.. only living things
come with birth cert bahz.. but den to
think of it, there are some toys or
stuff that comes with birth cert too..
still dunno wad lahz.. den finally going
to meet him todae le..

hee.. met him @ khatib mrt station..
saw him from far, carrying a big box..
den finally got to see it le.. it's a very
nice soft toy.. it's a bearie..

yupz.. this is snowflake.. born in dubai.. owned by ME~
hee.. cute rite?? see the diapers it's wearing.. it din
comes with it de lohz.. haf to buy de.. and this bearie
of mine is from the "Bear Factory".. =D

p.s. heehee.. i really like it alot.. thank you hanxian.. ^-^

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Friday, September 03, 2004

Spooky.. Sick.. Spooky.. Sick.. =s

*cough cough*
oh man.. i'm sick.. fever, flu, cough
and sore throat..
there's something to be happy abt..
i dun haf to attend work today.. =P

haf been sick since yesterday late
afternoon.. was deciding whether to
attend work today.. feel real tired
but stayed overtime to finish the
work meant for the next day..

xuehui accompanied me.. partly she
got her stuff to complete and oso dun
really fan xin to let me stay alone..

vivian-san was there too.. as i was
rushing thru my work so that we can
end our day early.. xuehui was telling
vivian the spooky incident encountered
by nicholas.. it was about 12.45 noon
when nicholas came into our room..
he was saying that xuehui & me juz came
back from lunch from suntec..
we did not.. he tot we were lying.. and
wanted prove to show that we are
in the office all the while..
i opened up my outlook.. and shown him
the 2 mails i sent out @ 12.20 & 12.52..

he got a shock himself.. he was very very
sure that the 2 girls he saw were really us..
coz xuehui has a very distinct hairstyle
where not much ppl in citibank would haf..
he was oso saying he might haf been knocked
down by cars if he were to shout out for that
"2 girls"... OMG! it's so spooky~ =s

hee.. after vivian left, xuehui gave herself
and me a great damn shock.. she accidentally
held on to the "ctrl" button.. den the control panel
manual thingy was launched.. the sound was
loud.. gif us a whole hell of a shock.. =P

den on our way back home, on cab, xuehui
sms-ed me.. saying that she has heard some
noises earlier when she was chatting wif vivian..

dat's y she played some music & den that
control panel thingy scared us..

it is still the time of the month.. i can't take

such things de lohz.. i very scared de..
sobz sobz.. but 2 scary encounters in a day..
is totally too much for me.. may god bless me..

p.s. gotta take my medicine soon..yucks~
i always hate the cough syrup.. why din make it
in pills too?? =P hee.. gotta go rest oso..
take care ppl~ weather not good these days..
drink more water.. ^-^

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